never forget when i found a random star trek zine at the antique store and there was kirk mpreg in it and i was like “excuse me” and when i looked up the zine on google it was like “includes what could be the first-ever instance mpreg fanart!!” like why do i own the first ever mpreg fan art ever made. why.
while I love the idea that our mutual bestie Johnathan Harker has no idea that he’s in a horror novel, I think the funniest thing about the story so far is that he is fully aware that he’s in a horror novel and is trying so hard to pretend he is not
everyone on this site is like “jonathan doesn’t realise anything is wrong even when it’s staring him in the face lmaoo” and “congrats on finally getting things are weird buddy!” NO. he has known the entire time. literally since the beginning, throughout all the innocuous things he’s noting in his diary, it’s clear he knows something is up. “if this book should ever reach mina before i do, let it bring my good-bye” you think that’s normal behaviour for a guy who thinks everything’s a-okay. just because he is not voicing his innermost fears in excruciating detail doesn’t mean this man is not freaking out. he’s writing down the innocuous things and his small annoyances bc he doesn’t want to think abt how much danger he is in. he’s an unreliable narrator because it’s a diary. they’re not his immediate thoughts. he gets to choose how he reassures himself and it is not by giving an account of all the things that make him feel like he is abt to die
