Students who still have a lot ahead of them. Students like me, who still have dreams, goals, and students who still aim for achievements. But because of this tragedy, it all faded away.
I bow and salute to the brave students who saved the lives of others and sacrificed themselves. They are heroes. They are people who deserves a lot better than awards. They deserve to be in Heaven, a place full of happiness and there will be no more sufferings. I also pray for the lives of the family and the people involved in this accident and specially the souls of these heroes.
I hope that the students who were saved by these mighty students will live their lives to the fullest, achieve their dreams and goals and love their family more. I also wish that they will live being inspired by the heroes who saved their lives. Please do so.
And for the captain, my middle finger salutes you. Live well. In guilt. Thank you.
"I needed to say good bye, but you never gave me the chance. I need you to know that behind the lie, I see you for who you really are. And I love you. And I know you love me. And I think everyone should know. No more hiding, Jack. You’re too brave to be such a coward. You deserve to be who you really are. I hope this will help.”
Anonymous asked: So, Howard and Maria were one of the Winter Soldier's missions, right? And he was even ordered to make it look like an accident? I can just imagine all the Bucky feels when this comes into the light, especially when he's mostly recovered and with the Avengers already. How would he and Tony react?
Bucky wasn’t exactly loquacious around the Tower with anyone, but he went dead silent around Tony. For Tony’s part, he wasn’t used to that. He was used to the extremes of attraction and antipathy, not cold blankness. It made him nervous and that made his jokes turn mean.
Bucky stayed silent.
Tony got louder.
Bucky grit his teeth but stayed silent.
Weeks went by like this, Tony ratcheting up and Bucky shutting down. Tony couldn’t put it into words but it pushed every button he had to have one of those war heroes his dad cried into his whiskey about staring him down with cold, blank eyes. It felt like the old neglect but with new edges and Tony could have screamed.
But it all came to a head after a particularly bad fight in which Bucky lost one of his metal fingers down the jaw of a giant alien with molten breath. Tony brought him back to the workshop and tried to chatter through the tension between them. If he made enough noise, Bucky might as well not be there, right? It could be like the same as the companionable silence when he was alone with his robots.
"Your father," said Bucky suddenly, cutting off a particularly long-winded story about a rocket launcher and Tony’s fifth grade teacher.
And, woo, was that not the topic Tony wanted to get going on.
"—was your bestest bud, I’ve heard," said Tony, filling the air ever faster. "Such a great guy, glad you agree, Steve’s favorite—”
"I killed him," said Bucky, cold and blank. "I remember that now."
Tony stuttered to a halt.
"….the breaks," he said slowly, "you cut…the…brakes."
"Yeah," said Bucky, solid. Cold.
"Then you killed my mother too," said Tony.
"Yeah," repeated Bucky. He pulled the screwdriver out of Tony’s lax fingers, laid it on the bench, and snapped shut the panel Tony had opened in his arm. "I’ll take this somewhere else. I can be gone in an hour."
Tony’s brain was still swirling around the new information, he could barely understand the words Bucky was saying.
"…why?" he asked, bewildered.
Bucky had already stood but he looked back down at Tony on his workbench.
"It was academic for you before," he said. "Hypothetical. But I’m a killer, Tony. And I can’t make amends for that."
"It wasn’t academic," said Tony slowly. "It wasn’t personal, but it was never academic.” He picked the screwdriver back up and motioned for Bucky to sit down again.
Bucky came slowly. He clearly expected to be hurt, it was written as clear as day on his face. But he came back, sat down, and waited for it.
'God,' thought Tony, 'he thinks he would deserve it if I tortured him right now.'
It made his stomach turn.
"Bucky," he said, using the man’s actual name for the first time and not one of a thousand variations of vaguely insulting nicknames, "do you know what my kill count looks like?"
Bucky shook his head slowly.
"Yours is child’s play compared to mine," said Tony. "You were handling yours personally, one by one. I went for whole towns. Armies."
He flipped the panel back open.
"It was never academic," he repeated.
Is this permament?
do you know any tiny Steve fics?
YES, the only kind of fics I’ve read tbh and they are all steve/bucky obviously:
- Protect him from the Harm of the World
- soft, low, sweet and plain (Angsty teenager Steve)
- I will hide you (RAPE, Gang rape. Terrible fic who made me cry but Bucky is incredible)
- Five Times Steve and Bucky protected each other during the war (the AU I always wanted also Major Character Death)
- Filthy words (very explicit and very hot. Read the sequel too)
- Baby, we’ll be fine (Hooker!Bucky)
- Warmth in Winter (bed sharing fics are the best kind of fics)
- Gravitation (I love this fic so much! there’s Cap too in the end)
- Body Studies (THIS FIC IS PURE PERFECTION)
- Sleep All summer
- Will you still love me tomorrow (First time, Bucky wants to take Steve’s virginity)
- April, 1939
- My Hero (It doesn’t fucking matter because Steve is delicate and precious and his.)
And that’s it for now. I’ll keep the list updated!
PUT IT ON THE LIST: A MIX FOR STEVE ROGERS (2000-09)
by sam wilson (and sometimes natasha)
LISTEN |download: part one part two (contains 13 additional tracks)
eras: 1950s | 1960s | 1970s | 1980s | 1990s | 2000-2009 | 2010 - current
♫ hey ya! | outkast
♫ mr. brightside | the killers
♫ i’m not okay (i promise) | my chemical romance
♫ just dance | lady gaga
♫ pocket full of sunshine | natasha bedingfield
♫ helicopter | bloc party
♫ i gotta feeling | the black eyed peas
♫ here it goes again | ok go
♫ hit ‘em up style (oops) | blu cantrell
♫ hollaback girl | gwen stefani
♫ i believe in a thing called love | the darkness
♫ i try | macy gray
♫ independent women | destiny’s child
♫ joker and the thief | wolfmother
♫ knights of cydonia | muse
♫ kryptonite | 3 doors down
♫ bye, bye, bye | nysync
♫ apple bottom jeans | t-pain
♫ hips don’t lie | shakira
♫ l.e.s. artistes | santigold
♫ my girls | animal collective
♫ lady marmalade | christina aguilera, lil kim, mya, missy elliott, pink
♫ no one knows | queens of the stone age
♫ b.o.b. | outkast
♫ paper planes | m.i.a.
♫ last nite | the strokes
♫ let me blow ya mind | eve ft. gwen stefani
♫ oops! …i did it again | britney spears
♫ like a stone | audioslave
♫ my humps | the black eyed peas
♫ party hard | andrew w.k.
♫ live your life | t.i. ft. rihanna
♫ little lion man | mumford & sons
♫ the middle | jimmy eat world
♫ 1901 | phoenix
♫ lose yourself | eminem
♫ stronger | kanye west
♫ the seed (2.0) | the roots
♫ milkshake | kelis
♫ new slang | the shins
♫ numb | linkin park
♫ party in the usa | miley cyrus
♫ poker face | lady gaga
♫ promiscuous | nelly furtado ft. timbaland
♫ rehab | winehouse
♫ running away | hoobastank
♫ seven nation army | the white stripes
♫ since u been gone | kelly clarkson
♫ sexy back | justin timberlake
♫ single ladies (put a ring on it) | justin timberlake
♫ stacy’s mom | fountains of wayne
♫ such great heights | the postal service
♫ we belong together | mariah carey
♫ the light | common
♫ welome to the black parade | my chemical romance
♫ the pretender | foo fighters
♫ she wants to move | n.e.r.d.
♫ tik tok | kesha
♫ toxic | britney spears
♫ try again | aaliyah
♫ mundian to bach ke | panjabi mc
♫ umbrella | rihanna
♫ smooth | santana ft. rob thomas
♫ work it | missy elliott
♫ the way i are | timbaland ft. keri kilson, doe, sebastian
♫ crazy | gnarls barkley
♫ 1,2 step | ciara ft. missy elliott
♫ bootylicious | destiny’s child
♫ the way you move | outkast
♫ yeah | usher
♫ use somebody | kings of leon
♫ all the small things | blink 182
♫ rebellion (lies) | arcade fire
♫ dirt off your shoulder | jay z
♫ golddigger | kanye west
♫ are you gonna be my girl? | jet
♫ bad romance | lady gaga
♫ don’t tell me | madonna
♫ the rising | bruce springsteen
♫ back to black | amy winehouse
♫ bag lady | erykah badu
♫ before he cheats | carrie underwood
♫ bring me to life | evanescence
♫ chasing pavements | adele
♫ clint eastwood | gorillaz
♫ beautiful day | u2
♫ american boy | estelle ft. kanye west
♫ crank that | soulja boy
♫ wolf like me | tv on the radio
♫ crazy in love | beyonce ft. jay z
♫ cry me a river | justin timberlake
♫ d.a.n.c.e. | justice
♫ boulevard of broken dreams | green day
♫ do you realize?? | the flaming lips
♫ don’t cha | the pussycat dolls ft. busta rhymes
♫ don’t know why | norah jones
♫ bleeding love | leona lewis
♫ dance, dance | fall out boy
♫ drop it like it’s hot | snoop dogg ft. pharrell
♫ family affair | mary j. blige
♫ evening on the ground (lilith’s song) | iron & wine
♫ float on | modest mouse
♫ get by | talib kweli
♫ get the party started | pink
♫ get your freak on | missy elliott
♫ get low | lil jon
♫ maps | yeah yeah yeahs
♫ standing in the way of control | the gossip
♫ harder, better, faster, stronger | daft punk
♫ take me out | franz ferdinand
♫ clocks | coldplay
♫ kids | mgmt
♫ can’t get you out of my head | kylie minogue
♫ white winter hymnal | fleet foxes
♫ wake up | arcade fire
♫ hurt | johnny cash
♫ empire state of mind | jay z ft. alicia keys
am i the only one i know, waging wars behind my face and above my throat
steve’s whole life philosophy is basically “on va voir” tbh
"Steve, don’t you join the army, you’ll get yourself killed." "We’ll see."
"You can’t single-handedly raid a Nazi base—your friend’s probably dead." "We’ll see."
"Probably best not to drop your shield," common sense whispers, "Bucky’ll probably kill you—" "WE’LL SEE."